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My sister’s such a couch potato.

Thu, 23 May 2013 10:07:40 +0800

My sister’s such a couch potato.

Kids going topless on Tumblr.

Thu, 23 May 2013 09:32:53 +0800

My Reaction: Aren't you too young for this?

rabioheab: i can’t wait until the days when we’re all old and the stereotype is that old people...

Thu, 23 May 2013 09:22:57 +0800

rabioheab:

i can’t wait until the days when we’re all old and the stereotype is that old people like rap and dubstep

After having the interview, I realized that I was only holding back. I used to take risks but it...

Thu, 23 May 2013 09:15:18 +0800

After having the interview, I realized that I was only holding back. I used to take risks but it just simply faded away from my system. Should I stick to being where I can do best or go to something more big, something that will give me more opportunities? I thought about it all night and I came to realize that I wanted to take risks again.

That’s how opportunities work, I guess. They take you in and make you realize that you should aim for a bigger opportunity. I don’t how it works on other people but it is like that towards me. If I qualify for the final interview, I might have to say a little of my opinion to them. Hopefully, they’ll hear me out. :]

The initial interview was a total douche-killer. I don’t even know why they had the heads do...

Wed, 22 May 2013 18:53:03 +0800

The initial interview was a total douche-killer. I don’t even know why they had the heads do the panel interview for an initial interview. I still can’t get over the fact that it went well even though I still have doubts about some useless response I made. And I can’t possibly underestimate the other guys who applied for the same job. I have to win the second interview.

But first, I need the magic confirmation for the second interview. So help me God!

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Wed, 22 May 2013 10:15:43 +0800

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Tue, 21 May 2013 09:35:32 +0800

My bed has a night-time rule: ONLY ENTER WITH YOUR UNDERWEAR ON.

Tue, 21 May 2013 09:31:59 +0800

My bed has a night-time rule: ONLY ENTER WITH YOUR UNDERWEAR ON.

You know what would be good right now?

Tue, 21 May 2013 08:37:43 +0800

Tao’s Ass.

If I were an author...

Sun, 19 May 2013 22:54:00 +0800

-Cafeteria-
Bree: If beauty had a face, that would be mine.
Angelique: No, Bree. The truth is, if beauty had something ugly on it's face, that would be you.

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Sun, 19 May 2013 12:41:29 +0800

I’ve had days where I just go ballistic over my impulsiveness and send the wrong text messages...

Sun, 19 May 2013 12:36:32 +0800

I’ve had days where I just go ballistic over my impulsiveness and send the wrong text messages to my dad. Maybe I’m angry at him that much to misunderstand his true intentions but that doesn’t mean I stopped caring about him. He’s my dad no matter what. After exchanging bad messages with him, I told mom what I sent him and she told me that no matter how disappointing my dad is, I should see the bigger picture and see him doing his best. Not because he’s human but because he’s a striving dad and we should be sorry for letting him do what he’s doing right now.

I’m being punished again. I feel like I should apologize and that I will do when he arrives. I can’t seem to put my head to rest. I’m sorry, dad.

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Sun, 19 May 2013 01:01:52 +0800

Having the time of my life sleeping late, oversleeping and waking up feeling hungover though...

Sat, 18 May 2013 09:48:23 +0800

Having the time of my life sleeping late, oversleeping and waking up feeling hungover though I’m really not. I even took a shower and the water felt dry and it’s awkward because my taste buds are dysfunctional and coffee tasted like dirt. Sighs.

He is A Drunkard Chronicles. Yet another chapter opened itself. Hours of nonstop talking. Talked at...

Fri, 17 May 2013 18:37:47 +0800

He is A Drunkard Chronicles.

Yet another chapter opened itself. Hours of nonstop talking. Talked at my dad while he was drunk; being his usual “I don’t care about anything” self. I don’t wanna talk about my mom in this post, I just can’t take it putting them to words. My dad’s such an ass it makes me want to hack his throat ‘til he begs to his last breath.

That’s what you get for disappointing mom, for disappointing everybody in this family. I bet he’s just gonna repent tomorrow morning and torture himself in his room. A big. SIGH.

I wanna do typography right now but my PC’s turned off and my body’s glued itself to my...

Thu, 16 May 2013 00:27:04 +0800

I wanna do typography right now but my PC’s turned off and my body’s glued itself to my bed. Tomorrow. Is. The. Answer.

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Thu, 16 May 2013 00:22:30 +0800

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Thu, 16 May 2013 00:19:57 +0800

Wow. I hate being a bi right now.

Thu, 16 May 2013 00:19:16 +0800

Wow. I hate being a bi right now.

The dangers of getting to meet the person you know you’d fall in love with is a nasty case for...

Thu, 16 May 2013 00:11:00 +0800

The dangers of getting to meet the person you know you’d fall in love with is a nasty case for any guy with a big ego out there.

You don’t usually chase people around and when you get to finally meet her, you’ll be the one doing the chasing and guess what, you’ll have to do it anyway even though you hate doing so.

You hate waiting for text messages. All the time, you’re the one receiving messages but try not receiving a reply for 15 minutes and you won’t know why you’re being impatient about it and you just hate yourself for not knowing the reason why.

You hate apologizing. Apologizing is a form of lowering your ego and you don’t usually do that not unless the situation requires you to do so but saying sorry at small things you do or say to her will be a bit frequent, trust me on this.

You hate doing the first move. You’re as lazy yet as regal as a lion. You hate going around but you’d rather enjoy a day in front of the TV or PC getting compliments or hours of useless-yet-quality time. But when it comes to her, consider yourself a part-time servant. Because you just have to be there when she starts to ask for something. Why do you even punish yourself like this?

I guess it really has a big difference between being your regular self and being your unconsciously enslaved self when you’re in love. At least that’s how I see things for my case. My case because I’m the lazy lion here. What am I even doing with my life? I feel so dysfunctional these days. Help me.